Sunday, March 14, 2010

Learn to Fly

So a couple weeks ago my family and I went to visit my aunt and uncle in Des Moines and my aunt volunteered some very helpful information to me about a job that she knows about that will be available this fall at her office,which is now in Iowa. I came home and did some research about schools up there and I am very interested in the job that she could possibly help me get and the schools and all around enviroment up there.

I'm pretty sure that my aunt my aunt is a Godsend, and God love her the woman has been through so much and she still wants to help her struggling to get back on her feet niece. I just hope that through her connections I can get the job, now I know that having a family member helping you to get a job through their connections in the company isn't really the best idea but then again maybe sometimes it can be. I'm hoping that this time will be one. I'm sorry if my recent posts have been boring lately but to be honest my life for the past year has been pretty boring. Today is the one year anniversary of me being unemployed and if you have ever been unemployed and for longer then a couple to six months then you know how much this totally sucks for me. I have some crazy cabin fever going on and the fact that I have no money to my name and an ever decreasing sense of independence when most people my age are living their lives and finding themselves more.

I am almost sure that once I get a job again and my past debts paid off and present situations taken care of then everything else in my life will fall into place and hopefully things will fall into place for my mom and brothers too once fall comes back around. I'm ready to gain my wings and fly away, and as one of my favorite Foo Fighters songs goes

Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

And I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright

I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly

I think I'm done nursing patience
It couldn't wait one night
I'd give it all away if you give me one last try
We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything is alright...

In other news....

I saw the movie "Remember Me" with a friend of my ex and it was sooo good, the movie and the company I think that my otherwise undecided opinion about Robert Pattinson was cemented once I saw the movie. It is filled with just enough romance and raw emotion that it can be quite relatable. I cannot wait for it to come out on DVD, I'm gonna watch it like a Twihard watches the Twilight movies. xD

Ok well I can feel my eyelids starting to get heavy as bricks and I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow, even though it is Spring Break so goodnight all.