So earlier today I was on Facebook just checking up on things and posting on a wall or two when I saw a status update from one of my supposedly best friends that I hadn't heard from in going on four months. She's in Texas, Texas!! I figured that she would be going down there this summer as it's something that she does twice a year to see family but I tried IM'ing her and calling her but that led to no avail. Sadly I think that her and I's friendship has run it's course. I almost saw this day coming the day she met her boyfriend, I tried to be happy for her but he was never really my favorite. I got the heebeegeebees just being around the guy.
But at least I have learned one great thing today, I know who my true friends are whether they are right down the road or halfway across the country they will be there when I call or tweet or text. But this, this stress I really don't need. Not now, not ever especially since I wouldn't do something like this to her. I don't know if I will be her for her when he breaks her heart or something like that because right now my education is going to be my equivalant of her boyfriend. Yup, I'm going to be glued to it's hip every day and night and were going to be together for the next 4+ years! I'm excited!
To the friends, near, far and away I love you and thank you for being there for me and you know who you are!
That moment when you feel a friendship about to end is pretty much the worst. And the anxiety when it's dragged out an excessively long time is torturous. However, after all that crap is said & done & your emotions are more settled, it makes you really appreciate the people who can consistently put up with you.
ReplyDeleteI have had friends like this. It is really frustrating and they don't listen to your advice. So I just let them do what they do. Congrats on your new relationship though (with school)! I'm sure you make a lovely couple :)
ReplyDeleteYou are a great friend, and she doesn't deserve you! :)
ReplyDelete*hugs*
I love your attitude about your relationship with school! What a great idea :)