I wish my mom would show me the same kind of love and attention that she shows my brother's.
I wish she treated me like her daughter instead of her house mate/maid/nanny.
I wish that things in my life came a little bit easier for me.
I wish that I could be as outspoken/ballsy as ChelsTalksSmack and a bunch of other amazing women I follow/read/know.
I wish that I hadn't been kicked out of my friend's house due to her aunt and cousin moving in, though they have yet to move in.
I wish I had spent more time with my dad more before he passed.
As much as I have been through in my life and I am more than thankful for surviving it all, but sometimes a girl is allowed to have wishes even if they go unfulfilled.
It's been a long day, and I felt this had to get out of my head and off my chest.
Hey girl, I can't say I understand everything you are going through, cause I know you have been through A LOT, but I do know what it's like to be feeling down about certain aspects of life, and that making lists like this can be pretty therapeutic...it just helps to write it down and put it away for awhile. anyway, much love :)
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Anything I can do for you? Do you like burritos?
Prayers those would be nice, or if you're an Atheist then whatever it is they do.
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